Ironic that you all know I survived cancer but I feel I have to title this blog post is I'm Still Alive. This blog has been my life line for the last 18 months. You all have been dedicated readers and staunch supporters. Then, as soon as I'm well, I abandon you.
My apologies.
I don't have an excuse. I'm too busy living? I'm so over the blog? I don't care if you check everyday to see if there's an update? No, none of those are true. I don't really have an answer. I feel maybe I'm just not compelled to keep stringing you all along. I'm well. I don't have cancer anymore. I'm not bald anymore. I'm not sick anymore. Why would a well person have a blog??
The first problem with the thought of discontinuing the blog is .... I still have so much to say. (Shocker!) I have blog posts swimming in my mind. Did you know I paid an extra $500 for a private room at Sloan Kettering. And the only private room available was the Obese Patient Room. Hysterical - wait until you see the pictures of the toilet bowl. I have "Cancer Clothes" which I will continue to wear proudly despite being cancer-free. I ran (walked) the Relay for Life - this Survivors' Lap was real for me as an actual survivor. So much to tell ... funny pictures to share. This story is not over.
Hang in with me. Life (sleeping late, getting my nails done, going to the pool) gets in the way of blogging. But I promise, there are laughs and tears yet to share. Thank you for coming on this journey with me. You don't know how much it has meant to me.
xoxo
Simply amazing...there are no words when I read your blog. You are such an inspiration to so many with and without cancer...thanks for all you do!! ♥♥
ReplyDeleteI am happy to read such great news! You take as long as you need and when you have a tale to share, this amazing thing happens - my computer tells me that Cosmo's Blog has something new to share - it's all good ... what good is a blog if you feel like you're chained to it? Wait - that's my hell - better yet, don't answer that question - go back to living and do it with bells on and without panties ... it is so much more freeing now that you can run around not worried if you will "shat" yourself :) xo Enjoy living!
ReplyDeleteYou're sorry? for what? Being cancer free? Living life? We all love you and will continue to check back on your blog as you are still one of the funniest people I know. And I still like to hear how you are doing! :)
ReplyDeleteAnd damn it, I wanna see what the picture of the toilet looks like in the Obese Patient Room. LMAO.. I can only imagine.
Love ya!
PS. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE seeing you on WGAL!